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The faith holder.
24 October 2012 @ 03:11 am

*foams in the mouth*
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The faith holder.
31 July 2012 @ 07:02 am
Well I been somewhat of a busy body lately....

Update! Not like you give a shit.... XD

More new art from me all adult content.... Some clean I think.... Ah fuck! Just take a gander FFS and tell me what you think. Some of my images are Fuckin' Huge....

Comments and critique welcome...
Other sites I display my art at.

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Current Location: In your left Nipple....
How am i feeling: creativecreative
What am I listeing today: Rise Against- 401 Kill
The faith holder.
13 July 2012 @ 07:16 pm
I heard he was in AZ but now its strongly known. Knowing where he is especially in a area he is unwelcome to could lead to trouble.

If anyone can touch the AZ fur list and let more know then that is more than enough to get the word out. Dive goes down a lot and has a very bad tendency to bring down those to his level that don't know him any better.
How am i feeling: busybusy
The faith holder.
As I am digging for info in Islam the darker side it all starts to make sense more and more what is really going on.

For one they try to blame Democracy as the first to bring "corruption." Such as serving alcohol and Homosexuality... When in fact they are being fat Hypocrites.

Sharia law is laws based on the Islamic religion. It's very strict violent and prosecutes anyone for the slightest mistake, even listening to music. Areas under sharia law are very sexist, forcing women to stay home and not allow them to go outside, not even to the markets.

It treats Women more like property than humans, and what is worst according to the Muslim Sharia Law, the witness (intelligence) of a woman is equal half that of a man, “because of the deficiency of the woman’s mind.” (Bukhari vol.3 no.826 p.502) Mohammed said that a nation will never succeed that makes a woman their ruler (Bukhari vol.9 no.219 p.170-171).

((I really think they are butt hurt that Women in the Marines can kick ass a million times better than them. HooRah!))

This "Religion" is very degrading and now Muslims nation wide are trying to insert Sharia Law into communities and spread it, because they know they can't fight Governments around the world on a military level.

Sharia Law will not only treat women badly but it calls for the death penalty on Gays and people with even the slightest different beliefs. It kills art and music, movies and entertainment. They claim it's "God's law" but in reality its to control what they can't really control... freedom and the right to live in the pursuit of happiness.

Now I am not saying all Muslims are like this but a very good majority are. Unlike other religions Islam belittles every one with extreme prejudice. You do not follow Sharia Law, to the core it can mean your life!

The more I look at this the more I feel glad I left Islam...
How am i feeling: annoyedannoyed
The faith holder.
31 March 2012 @ 06:06 am
As my subject says I am leaving my Islamic faith. I have very good reasons, logical and for myself why.

For one I will be dead honest. The religion is more of a cult... its violent and any outsider is looked down upon followed by possible torture and brutal death.... especially in the middle east.

Two: If you read the Quran carefully, you can see Muhammad stroked his own ego too much and used "god" more as a weapon to insert fear into people than praise him.

Three: Now this is not about religion... this is about Islam itself... other religions are very passive compared to Islam. They say that the Religion is peaceful.... Yes this is true and false.

How so? Lemme explain it as simple as I can.... At the beginning verses it is peaceful and even calls on the People of the book "Muslim Jews and Christians" to praise God as they all believe in the same one.

"Verily! Those who believe and those who are Jews and Christians, and Sabians, whoever believes in God and the Last Day and do righteous good deeds shall have their reward with their Lord, on them shall be no fear, nor shall they grieve ." 2:62

THis verse here shows yes this is peaceful... Islam acknowledging the other Abraham religions as equal in believing and phrasing God. Latter the Quran contridicts itself.

"O you who believe! Take not the Jews and the Christians as Auliyâ' (friends, protectors, helpers, etc.), they are but Auliyâ' to one another. And if any amongst you takes them as Auliyâ', then surely he is one of them. Verily, Allâh guides not those people who are the Zâlimûn (polytheists and wrongdoers and unjust)." 5:51

Now it is saying that its against being friends with them.... its gets better.

"O you who believe! Take not the Jews and the Christians as awliya’ (friends, protectors, helpers, etc.), they are but awliya’ to one another…"5:51

This is a latter verse... Now it is saying that the other faiths have no interest in Islam exempt each other. And sadly they use other faiths as a scapegoat from their problems. It can be at home, financially or even politics. You can see this, the wars going in in the middle east, even though they are causing most of the issues there they blame America, Israel, Europe, NATO, the UN...

And this is not even the tip of the iceberg. D:

The latter verses in the Qur'an tend to be violent and fear mongering... talking about if laws aren't followed or you mess up once you will be thrown into hell. It gets dark real fast... and the information I provided below is a real eye lifter.

Four: Now the reason why I am leaving Islam is because of the violent text it has in it's book and the people that support it. I am nervous about this becasue what I am doing can get me killed. Its called "honor killings" and in the Qur'an killing a Ex Muslim supposedly gets you the golden ticket straight into heaven.

"They but wish that ye should reject Faith, as they do, and thus be on the same footing (as they): But take not friends from their ranks until they flee in the way of Allah (From what is forbidden). But if they turn renegades, seize them and slay them wherever ye find them" 4:89

And because of this actually gives me more reason to leave. There is a ton of verses that go against human rights, including killing homosexuals, Forced child marriages, abusing women and revoking their human rights, arranged marriages and my favorite "you are guilty until proven innocent." In many cases in the Middle East, most people die or spent too long in jail before they get a trial.

Anyways moving on! Check out these sites and YouTube Videos... Especially Sam Solomon. THis dude rips into the Qur'an! He converted into Christianity after knowing what is going on. Most Muslim Scholars are born Muslim. And Sam was born a Muslim and converted into Christianity! Sadly he went back to his country where he was imprisoned for his switch of faith and went into exile and death penalty.

Here is a little more info

Also visit
This dude or dudette has a ton of videos in the dark side of Islam.

This site has a ton of information. Its not active as much anymore and most if not all of it's forum's and information goes back to 2009. Still it has a abundant off knowledge.

This one holds no punches! I will warn you it has lots of bloody and gruesome information, not for the faint of heart

And finally how leaving Islam threatens with death!
How am i feeling: intimidatedintimidated
The faith holder.
31 October 2011 @ 03:45 pm
I got a car around the start of October... Why announce it now since the month is almost over? Well, it would be embarrassing to get a car announce it and not able to make payments.

For the past month I've been ecstatic and not able to stop talking about it as my ADHD gets the best of me. Honestly, this is a big step for me and I am truly grateful. It really gives me a powerful feeling of freedom and to go wherever i please and back (if I have the gas money.)

Also the people that look down on me I can prove them wrong that I can succeed... I know they will find something else to belittle me on but it'll prove they are not happy with themselves.

Pictures of my car here.

Of course I got my hubby to thank! He is really pulling this through to make it happen! ^^
How am i feeling: ecstaticecstatic
What am I listeing today: Timbaland feat. Veronica - Give It A Go
The faith holder.
13 August 2011 @ 04:32 pm
Its been awhile since I posted my artwork here....

Ones that say clean are non-adult. SFW pretty much. (clean) (clean)
How am i feeling: blahblah
What am I listeing today: Benassi- Control
The faith holder.
12 August 2011 @ 08:39 am
Before I start... I am still alive and one piece... Still have a job I developed a healthy love hate relationship for hence why I am sticking to it. I need to replace my Vans though... had them since I was hired and it is almost one year and Vans shoes don't tend to look good beaten up like Sketchers or soccer shoes.

As the holiday approaches I am gonna be very busy. This year I didn't get as much out of the way I wanted but I am super grateful I got most of my bigger stones out of my way. Things are looking bright on Spiked and I's end slowly.


What I have been hearing, there is a high school drama fiasco among adult furs. This man did something who I shall not name... has a special place somewhere I shall not name... and some "professional" is throwing a hissy fit like a teenager not offered a drink at prom night.

In my opinion the sins of one man should not be said and spread by another. Let the one who committed these sins suffer the consequences.... just mind your own business. As my grandma's wise Chinese wisdom told me once... "You mess someone's shit you are gonna end up stinking like shit, simple."

People have no right to call out on someone Else's bullshit. You never know, he might feel guilty and regret what he did. Its called being human and as humans we all make mistakes. The only time you can say something is if you're involved with issues that directly caused you harm both mentally and or physically to you, then I can understand your bitch-fittery attitude. If you are not involved... then STFU. If it involves a friend or loved one then say something but be calm about it... If it don't involve you in anyway, it goes back to shutting the fuck up.

This will create less problems to yourself, it will not make you look like an ass for one and two, it'll keep you out of their problem.
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What am I listeing today: Redlight King - Old Man
The faith holder.
27 May 2011 @ 10:17 pm
Remember the day when Video game music was about the scenery?

Post my two favorite songs from a game I love to play not just for fun but to relax to.

How am i feeling: contentcontent
The faith holder.
19 March 2011 @ 03:13 am

I shall not cry... I shall not cry... I shall not c-c.... This made me really Tear up...

Reminds me of my 'sona so much is why I had to put it up...

Watch the whole thing... do not skip do not reject it... especially if you are into romance and sad endings.

English Lyrics..

La la la la la la
La la la la la la

Though we are in love
Sometimes we do hurt each other dry and cry
Everyone has a such experience

I don't know the reason why
I could not find the word to get you back
And I turned my back to you going out
I don't want love your love in fact

Looking for the word
Just a simple word
To open up closing door of your heart
But it's hard to say for me I'm sorry
I don't loose my faith
I don't loose my nerve
Let me go to see you to say the word
Not to be afraid to face the fear
Is the key of heart

I believe in love, two hearts
I believe in love, two hearts

Thousands of your smile
Getting back when I look back on those days of us
Now I feel they are still calling me

Maybe you're the same as me
Searching for the chance to make it up now
I believe you to be waiting for me
I'll be with you shortly

Looking for the word
Just a simple word
To open up closing door of my heart
Let me try to say just once I'm sorry
Now I close my eyes
Wishing for your smile
My heart beat is synchronize with your one
Not to make up my mind to reach you
Is the key of heart

To meet in this world
Is just a wonder
Now I want to say I was born to love,
full in love with you,
live in your future
Open up your door
Wrap me in your arms
Let me dive into your heart once again
To try to keep our story going on
Is the key of heart

La la la la la la
La la la la la la
How am i feeling: touchedtouched